to shut up or not thats the quetion

Too many apologies being delt out today.my fault fr some for others its just apologising fr the sake of minimising arguement.Why cant i just be quiet and a prim and proper student.Probably beacuse tat would not be me anymore.but we are living amongst people and among this people a common understanding and expectation have been derived and it sucks to have to follow tat conduct.its a constant battle between should i shut up and just live life silently or be vocal and cming off as rude even.though tats the true nature.decisions.decisions.decisions.