Results tmrw.really really nervous.so many wat ifs
and doubts.i really need this.no talent no nothing.so much expectations.

How ironic issit tat i was the one who introduced the job and im working the least number of hours.You always have plans,plans that does nit include me.Time fr a change.I have had enough of you and how u simply dc.Promise myself that this will be the last time.no more giving in.Flying off on thurs and after tat its my turn.All this prolly dun cme under ur consideration.Fuck yoy yes you.I really give up.Gone one long enough.Wat a stupid fool.Not meabt to have a bestfriend maybe.

I do not know what i am anymore.I need to change.It has gone on for long enough.This time its fr real.

sooo three days of red camp is over and its been long since i updated...Very tiredd nt just physically.bt tiredd of people.like a certain group or bunch of yourll.when a simple convobgets to a fault spotting event.ohgod.i dunnid this shit.The change is becoming mre clear and i dk if im nt used to it or.....Seeemss baddd.Nvr used to ....ughhh  frgettt ittt....niddda bakeee and read and reflectttt and listen to songss and eat and drink frappucinno.Problems of a o lvl graduate.

yknaw wat u wont be pleased with watever i do.You think you are right carry on i dun give a fuck.so much fr helping i say i nt sincere.well fuck sincerity if i was nt sincere i wouldnt be doing it lah.fuck.

so annoyed.so much shit.so damn hungryy.i need.....act idk wat i need.prollly a more structured life.the life of a pig sucks

why so weak.the last two subj man.fk me.is thre anywhere i cn buy motivation :-(